I don’t remember much from that day I remember you walking away and me begging you not to go. You never liked it when I did that, so you left even quicker. A mix of blood and tears poured out of me. I remember feeling empty and waking up to the doctors asking why I did this and if I really wanted to die. The rest of the day I faded in and out of consciousness my mom told me each time I woke up I said your name. I heard you hooked up with my friend while I was in the hospital and maybe that’s why you never visited me.
7:36PM // 6-5-14 (via restrictedthoughts
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i just told my mom i died at birth and i’ve been a ghost this entire time just growing and manifesting into the daughter she’d lost
and she’s just like
well please go to the light because i am tired of your shit
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